In the night sky
i see these beautiful stars
and they remind me of you
so beautiful yet cold and distant
something i can't touch
something i can't be apart of
out of reach but just in sight
something that i may never be able to touch
but i wan't to touch
i want to be apart of it
i want to be warm and close
i want to be there with you
and not have to
look up at a beautiful starry night
and be reminded how things are
with us
i want to be reminded that
we are as beautiful as the stars
i want to believe the fairytale
that the stars and close and warm
that they are romantic to sit under
not this cold hearted feeling i get now
i can't keep this casual anymore
i can't keep being casual about how i feel for you
i can't keep being a casual place to stay
i can't keep being casual about our intimacies
i can't be casual any more
it's either we are or we aren't
it can't stay the way things are
it can't be like this anymore
because i just can't do it anymore
i love you
i want to be with you
i want to be there for you
i can't be the way we are any more
i just can't
is it true?
that in my own depression
i didn't see the way you looked at me?
is it true?
that in my warped head
that i didn't see the good things you did for me?
is it true?
that i'm so wrapped up in my own world
that i never saw the true you?
is it true?
that everything we've been through together?
was warped instantly in my head?
making things out to be more serious than they actually are
is it true?
that everything i believe to be true about us
is just a warped image i've created in my messed up head?
i'm not scared to say
i'm in love with you
that i can't live without you
you mean the world to me
and i want us back together
i'm not scared
of the past we have
or the feelings i have
i'm not scared
to be with you
because i know
that my feelings are true
i'm not scared
that you'll betray me again
i'm not scared
of you
i'm not scared
that you'll hurt me
like so many others
i'm not scared
because i love you
what i am scared of
is losing you
Sitting alone inside my head
where the darkness takes full reign
no one now lives in this mind
not now since the darkness has taken over
only dark twisted thoughts whiz through this head
i wonder where i went?
how the darkness won so easy
can i bring back the light?
that once shone so bright
or am i stuck in the darkness
forever not knowing where it will
take me?
I'm lost
i can't find me
no one can find me
i don't know where to look
no one does
i'm losing my hold
i can't be strong
i don't know what to do
i don't understand
why this is happening
i don't understand
how i lost myself
i don't understand
how to find myself
In the end you are the one
that mattered
you are the one
that chose to break me
you are the one
that i can't live without
you are the one
who can live without me
you are the one
who turned their back
you are the one
who makes me feel cold
you are the one
that still warms me
you are the one
that won't leave my head
you are the one
driving me insane
you are the one
that's saving me from my insanity
you are the one
that's going to let me fall
you are the one
who's going to save me from falling
you are the one
who's causing havoc inside me
you are the one
who is keeping the peace inside me
you are the one
who's crea
i can't stand the way
you still look at me
i can't stand the way
you still wanna hang everyday
i can't stand the way
i still wanna say i love you
i can't stand the way
that i can't
i can't stand the way
we still act the same
i can't stand the way
that i know we aren't the same
i can't stand the way
i can't keep away
i can't stand the way
i can't be with you
I'm too trusting they say
what i think is why shouldn't i trust?
i trust you to be there
i trust you not to hurt me
i trust you not to lie to me
i trust you to not play games with me
i trust you to be you
is it misplaced the trust i give?
maybe the people who say this
are the people i shouldn't trust?
i'm putting my trust in you to keep me safe
from the pretenders who only want to hurt me
i'm trusting you to protect me from the lies and the liers
i'm trusting you with everything
don't let me down
because i'm too TRUSTING
In the night sky
i see these beautiful stars
and they remind me of you
so beautiful yet cold and distant
something i can't touch
something i can't be apart of
out of reach but just in sight
something that i may never be able to touch
but i wan't to touch
i want to be apart of it
i want to be warm and close
i want to be there with you
and not have to
look up at a beautiful starry night
and be reminded how things are
with us
i want to be reminded that
we are as beautiful as the stars
i want to believe the fairytale
that the stars and close and warm
that they are romantic to sit under
not this cold hearted feeling i get now
i can't keep this casual anymore
i can't keep being casual about how i feel for you
i can't keep being a casual place to stay
i can't keep being casual about our intimacies
i can't be casual any more
it's either we are or we aren't
it can't stay the way things are
it can't be like this anymore
because i just can't do it anymore
i love you
i want to be with you
i want to be there for you
i can't be the way we are any more
i just can't
is it true?
that in my own depression
i didn't see the way you looked at me?
is it true?
that in my warped head
that i didn't see the good things you did for me?
is it true?
that i'm so wrapped up in my own world
that i never saw the true you?
is it true?
that everything we've been through together?
was warped instantly in my head?
making things out to be more serious than they actually are
is it true?
that everything i believe to be true about us
is just a warped image i've created in my messed up head?
i'm not scared to say
i'm in love with you
that i can't live without you
you mean the world to me
and i want us back together
i'm not scared
of the past we have
or the feelings i have
i'm not scared
to be with you
because i know
that my feelings are true
i'm not scared
that you'll betray me again
i'm not scared
of you
i'm not scared
that you'll hurt me
like so many others
i'm not scared
because i love you
what i am scared of
is losing you
Sitting alone inside my head
where the darkness takes full reign
no one now lives in this mind
not now since the darkness has taken over
only dark twisted thoughts whiz through this head
i wonder where i went?
how the darkness won so easy
can i bring back the light?
that once shone so bright
or am i stuck in the darkness
forever not knowing where it will
take me?
I'm lost
i can't find me
no one can find me
i don't know where to look
no one does
i'm losing my hold
i can't be strong
i don't know what to do
i don't understand
why this is happening
i don't understand
how i lost myself
i don't understand
how to find myself
In the end you are the one
that mattered
you are the one
that chose to break me
you are the one
that i can't live without
you are the one
who can live without me
you are the one
who turned their back
you are the one
who makes me feel cold
you are the one
that still warms me
you are the one
that won't leave my head
you are the one
driving me insane
you are the one
that's saving me from my insanity
you are the one
that's going to let me fall
you are the one
who's going to save me from falling
you are the one
who's causing havoc inside me
you are the one
who is keeping the peace inside me
you are the one
who's crea
i can't stand the way
you still look at me
i can't stand the way
you still wanna hang everyday
i can't stand the way
i still wanna say i love you
i can't stand the way
that i can't
i can't stand the way
we still act the same
i can't stand the way
that i know we aren't the same
i can't stand the way
i can't keep away
i can't stand the way
i can't be with you
Favourite genre of music: mostly heavy Favourite style of art: poetry & drawn pictures Favourite cartoon character: kyo Personal Quote: if it doesn't say you can't you can
oh my gosh shit has been happening lately learning to let go of someone to a healthy level yay i grew up sweet!!!
but yeah in a pretty happy mood for once learning to just let shit fly past and not ruin my day happiest i've been in a long time and it's awesome whoo hoo!!!